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These Nights Im trying to slow down Im burning out from these binges of false intimacy I dont feel a thing Have I grown out of the flaws that made you have fun My perception's off After all, this time last year I thought I was in love
I found puddles in your eyes They all evaporated into mine so if youre leaving tonight It's okay, it's alright, It's okay, Its alright Its alright But i'm afraid of runnin' round in circles looking desperatley of another fake apology its apathy thats keeping me alive I'm not afraid of ignoring your sorrow you can choke me out but ill call you tomorrow it was always guilt that made us just thrive Fuck me with the rage of a teenage driver and abandon me with the guilt of a brand new bachelorette lets get drunk, lets get high and watch dazed and confused on an old VHS that your family used its fun but im young but youre mine, thats a lie and I'm fine thats a lie In between the coffee breaks and rattle snakes Ill try to sleep just to protect my hygine 'cause my dirty mind is lashing out at me Steady now your friendly failures will no longer put me down Geographical changes will hang around The summer was made for sometimes lovers
So it wont sustain i think im going crazy and everyone around me knows I said I wont refrain from the impulsions around you you know that I wouldnt ask for anything Laura, Laura, why you pullin' away? I'm celebrating youre hesitating and now they found out and they want me they'll hate me and i wont know where to hide Let's dive into subconcious states where ill pretend to thrive and you wont survive So I wont complain you wanna misbehave its you I crave and those tesselated eyes should know So if i go insane from this whispering campaign you know that I never asked for anything Laura, Laura I really wish you would stay Im pursuaded youre frustrated and Im supposed to shout how much i loathe you but I love you I just dont know what to say The dramatics and theatrics wont be worth a damn because heartbreak is just a scam to set you right
Cameron when you loved me I was so depressed Hannah when you were with me I really had no friends Now I think Ive gone and fucked it up again And I know youve been keeping tabs on all my little flaws Everyday's another page, I swear its not my fault. Fuck my father Fuck your friends this is how I think it ends
So im mistaken I think that youre leading me on Through all misbehaving I swear that it never feels wrong You tell me you loved me but all of those feeling have gone but I want you so bad I swear I wont mind oh, come on I try to leave you but false aspirations take hold but if my heart achieves to beleive you its under control If youre my personified Karma what debts could I owe If every pig has a flight I know Im bound to let go Maybe youre right, your love is not mine to disown but if you should ever leave baby, I'll leave you alone
Figure 8 04:18
Oh I know a way to shut you out and keep my tounge in my mind Sometimes I know I try too hard to make you want me to want what you like I know And you could roll your eyes as many times as your perfect body rolled in mine sometimes I know I lie about the things I want you to want me to like I know If all the trends say Im to blame I dont wanna wait to try and stall All my friends say Im so vein well I dont wanna waste their time at all Oh I know you well enough to just freak out and call Oh I know the love you need is only defined by the hearts you plead to keep you confined and alone If all our endings stay the same I dont wanna play no more at all Apathy wont pray on me I just gotta stay awake and crall Oh you know me well enought to just freak out and call No dont go I think about you all the time my senses arrest all the truth from my mind I want you to know that im doing just fine on my own
Apogee 03:13
Say you are the only one That guy you know is just a friend Say you wont but its hard goldmines shattered, blown apart Vision keeps fading eternally changing i know im debased Im recognizing that ill just keep lying to you in a place not very near Settle down you always say it doesnt go down that way but speculation kills every time knowing the truth but convinced it was a lie Always complaining that im contimplating another reality but when he is fucking you ill be here loving you waiting patiently always im thinking of what youll be drinking and the news ill find so goddamn confusing im anxiously losing my mind in a place not very near
When Im Dead 04:26
All my friends are dead So I think ill join them They say youre never gonna get out youre never gonna get to know me every night you go out youre never gonna get out youre never gonna get to know All my past loves want me dead so i think ill satisfy them fuck this town im not crying im just stepping out fuck this town and its never gonna get to know me fuck this town because youre never gonna make it out fuck this town cause youre never gonna get to know I know that they want you all Ive got is time Never gonna stop I dont wanna get away from here away from you
Actress 02:30
Is it right that i have to take a shot from the flask inside my boot each time you call I feel alone when im drunk around all of my friends just waiting for this night to end ill come down So strung out on these uppers and im strapped in for the crash i should know by now my temperament wont last No one will know you like you know me too like i know you do alright I dont trust you but i love you I dont believe you but i need you
Does it hurt do you feel alone i know you hate to be loved from far away and that you do better on your own so where do you suppose i go Does it burn like my pain stings I just try to make you feel something other than disgust so now im smoking in an elevator hoping it will combust oh love let go its easier to seperate yourself from your head when its off oh love hold on I never claimed to know just quite how you feel i never claimed to doubt you i wont second guess that its real so cut my guts and stain my teeth ill make you wish that you werent so into me life was always so much better when i held you beneath thought it was clever to be fragile but im fracturing so cut my guts and stain my teeth ill make you wish that you werent so into me now my chipped paint lips are dead and blistering thought it was clever to be harmless but im so damaging so cut my guts and stain my teeth ill make you wish that you werent so into me
Epilogue 01:30


A trash can collection of oldies beaten, anxious songs. This is the sound of bedroom crooners, and broken hearted nostalgics.

Songs were written in shit holes all over and were recorded in the kitchen of the Matrress Fort and in Marc's mom's dining room

Thanks to: Catie Yerkes, The Neighbors, Iggy Cosky for the ridiculous vibes and support, Sam Logan for the amp, Mark Connor, Micheal Perros for giving my broke ass a job and saving me from selling all of my instruments, Jeremy Kleimen for the mics,
All our best friends, worst peers, and bandmates.
Thanks to late nights of PBR perpetuated frustration and fireball fueled Celebration.

For: Cass


released July 9, 2013

Everything Composed, Written, and Preformed by: Marc Kuzio, Chris Bennett, Billy Barnes, Ryan Phillips ***

*** Bonus track "Suzanne": Originally by Leonard Cohen, recomposed by Jacki Huntington. Vocals/Guitar/Drums/Bass: Jacki Huntington
with additional vocals/guitar: Marc Kuzio

*** Figure 8 features additional vocals by Shea Hart




GHOSTT BLLONDE Raleigh, North Carolina

"The self proclaimed "trash-can-pop" of Raleigh, NC's energetic upstarts, GHOSTT BLLONDE, has now graduated into a healthy serving of Gutter-Glam. Their Disco-Twang churns with momentum as a self aware train of excitement and positivity"

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